You could have it all, my empire of dirt.

Today, I wasn't expecting it. It was different.

I could breathe about it all.

But I didn't care, I didn't say no.

I said nothing.

And I had fun.

On a children's tricycle.

I don't know why. But, I don't remember my day. I was thinking the entire time. About upcoming events. My birth. My death. Have you ever thought about dying?

Nothing sick, "emo." Haha.

I mean. Peaceful death. Like, being an old woman and remembering everything you can in that last hour, that last minute, that last second. That last breath. I thought about it. A lot today.

I also thought about the children. My children. It's weird. Thinking that you. ME. Would have such beautiful things.

Not saying I want kids. GOD NO. I just could imagine. 

One thing.

I wish you could help yourself.

Because I can't do it.

One thing.

I  wish you could feel again.

Because I can't do it.

One thing.

I wish you could think about what I do.

Because I always do it.

I only could hope that people understand beauty like I do.

I can't wait. Until I can talk to you like a real person.

To look at you again.

To feel that power in your palm.

Echo. Delay.

Record. Replay.

I can't wait. Until I get out of here with you.

To finally beg you to stay.

To feel that power in your palm.

I can't wait until Halloween. I hope the band is getting a gig that day, because I totally want to be there if I can. 

I just did that homosexual Study Island shit. And I was terrible at it. I hate biology. GRRRRR. 

Aurora and I made farting noises. Laughed. A lot. Even though that seems childish and unreasonable. It is so entertaining.

Be honest here, why wouldn't you laugh at a fart? Be honest. How could you be serious about a fart?

It's like the Joker coming out of my butthole. "Why so serious?" There is nothing to be serious about. It is fucking hilarious. And if you don't agree, you are insane, man, you tie rope around your waist and tie a tricycle on the other end and pull your friend a block on the tricycle while holding a cat. You are like Spiderman, before that crazy spider shit happened to him. Your life sucks. 

Beyond the scary video, the song is truly amazing.
Explains how I feel everyday.

And these are awesome as well. I'm a huge shoe fan so LOOK OUT.

Same Day. Same Day.