I can't hear you.

I lied to myself. And gave it all to you.

How does a question end? Does it always have the answers? What if I asked for your trust? Would you give it up? Would you give it all up for one thing? Would you know?

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I laughed today. I laughed at my problems. Could it occur to anyone that I might have diabetes? I feel disgusting. And my sugar is still low. My feet hurt. My body is weak. But, it doesn't surprise me. Any of this. The way I feel about it emotionally and physically. It all hurt, but the happening was obvious. 

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For the first time in my life, I'm worried about my mother. She has always been the strongest woman I know. Right now, she deserves it all right now. I love you, Momma. 

Haven't you guessed?

The only things I'm looking forward to:

Shopping for my birthday

Halloween

Maybe seeing you in the near future.

Considering all of these things are late October.

Now, constant need for Jello and Peanut Butter Cracker.

Root Beer is the bomb diggity.

And my favorite song now is In Your Words by Lamb Of God.

 My favorite show is my eye lids.

I wish drugs was acceptable for the way I feel. Body ache wise.

After this month, everything will go by faster and class will get done.

During the Summer, getting a job and doing online classes.
Playing video games on my free time.

Band competition real soon.
Wouldn't doubt it if we make a three. Wouldn't mind it if we make a one.

Everyone should thank Mr. Everett.

He's worked hard, guys. 

Marching sucks, but oh well.

Figured it would just be fine like it is.

Your world.

My world.

I'm happy. Are you?

Let's get this all over with.

Let's get it out with song.

The Truth.

On a strong level. I love this dress.

I'm out.